HappyI bet you’re really happy.Happy by `nosugarjustanger
I grew up
Around people who tell me
That life is unfair
And marriage is work
And kids take their youth away
Why would I want that kind of life?
Am I supposed to be envious that you have that kind of life that I really want to run away from? Working day and night, only to make ends meet and then blaming it all on the kids?
I see you looking at me with those watchful eyes. Yes, I love eating in restaurants and travelling around the world. Yes, I have sex. Yes, I am not dating anyone per se. You’re much more superior than I am, in your eyes. Because you’re married. Because you have kids. Because you have a husband who loves you so much, he comes back home late almost every night and you have no idea what he is up to.
That is love, right? It takes a lot of trust, doesn’t it?
I bet you’re really happy.
My hope for 2013I want to mean something big in someone's world. Not too big that it consumes their whole life, but not little that they don't know my real name. Somewhere in between swallowing me whole and having a love bite, would be nice.My hope for 2013 by `nosugarjustanger
I remember seeing you, for the first time in my life while I was standing at the club where I was working as a door bitch. Your eyes caught mine and instantly, I knew there was something. Who knew that you would be the first one to teach me about love and how much I was willing to do for love? But of course, you'd break my heart – but not immediately. It took you over a year to finally push me off that cliff.
And then I remember you, so innocent and pure, looking for beer and I was your Girl. I thought that you looked immaculate – almost divine. You're no Adonis, but one look at you and I know that you've not experienced the pain of heartbreak. To me, that's beautiful. With you, I thought I could start over again, be brand new, and be myself again without the bagg
Redefining Reward and PunishmentConstant whining?Redefining Reward and Punishment by `nosugarjustanger
One less Happy Meal!
A Love LetterDear Love,A Love Letter by `nosugarjustanger
Sometimes you wonder why I am just staring into your face and not speak a word. And I wouldn't know to explain it. When I look at you, I am thinking of how much I love you. Words can't even explain. I look at you and I can feel the love. It's insane how the distance is testing our patience and feelings towards each other. I know I can feel the pressure, sometimes stemming from my need for affection, other times, from how I wish I could be where you are right now and more reasons why I know that there is only one man in my mind and that is you.
All I want is to be loved and feel loved. I can feel it in my heart that you will be able to make me feel complete. It feels wonderful when you listen to me when I tell you how I am feeling. Some days, I just lose the track of time, just hearing your voice and seeing you smiling back at me. Every text that you send me gives me this rush of happiness, making me smile so much. I must've looked silly but you still think that I look