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Licking a Lollipop

Journal Entry: Sun Aug 31, 2014, 3:35 AM
Just a few people that I trust a little bit, and if I can be honest, I only trust myself the most. 

It is not easy to be cynical, but life experiences have taught me not to too trusting and even if I choose to be open to someone, it's better to do so with a stranger than someone I know. That is what I love about one-night-stands. No expectations, no bullshit, no need to know names and at the end of the day, we both get what we want. We enjoy the time, the temporary warmth, and the release. Well, of course I am just reminiscing. Now, I have to learn to trust someone who seems trustworthy... and I can't hide and if I say something that is hurtful, I have to be accountable for it. Every one seems to want to be in relationship, but there's always pros and cons to being single and being attached.

It would be great to be with someone who knows me, truly, and yet still finds that he wants to be with me. I think that'll be the best feeling on earth, and will that ever happen? Who knows. 

If there's no such person like that, it will not be too much to ask for, to have a warm body from time to time, to pretend to listen and share their thoughts, fuck me hard till we both come and once it's over, we could be friends, share a funny joke over coffee and have dinner sometimes. It does not even have to all be in one package; some people you fuck with, some people you don't.

Some people you just think of them in only sexual manners but never act upon them. Some people who you really like, but it just seems... "wrong." Some people you're attracted to, but know that they're not good for you. Some people who are clearly interested in you, but because they are, you feel like there's a catch and you refuse to give in.

Some people who are just... not for me.

When I am naked, staring at someone else's naked body, it just feels like I am baring myself, but hiding all sorts of feelings somewhere inside where clothes don't matter. At that moment, you just focus on nothing - not even yourself. He takes off your clothes, and you take off his clothes and you do what your body does and it seems like it's on auto-mode. I could be thinking about anything else but no one really knows.

I love it when they tell me secrets, even when we don't know our names by the time we're done with it. 

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nosugarjustanger
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SpiralingSpontaneity Featured By Owner 19 hours ago  Hobbyist Writer
thank you so much for the favorite! c: (i can't stop looking through your gallery- it's so stunning! <333)
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nosugarjustanger Featured By Owner 1 hour ago
Aww, it's my pleasure.

And it's great that you like browsing through my gallery. :giggle:
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revengerset Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New member Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav :)
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crazykrizzie Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello!:) I like your gallery!:)
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nosugarjustanger Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2014
Thank you! Glad that you like it. :D
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SavageFrog Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Fra Diavolo Spaghetti - Facebook 50 like by topolinodelburro Dood, look at this tasty thing.
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nosugarjustanger Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014
It looks tasty, but the pasta looks overcooked. :'(
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SavageFrog Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Really? I actually figured it was the type of noodle.
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nosugarjustanger Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2014
It is pasta, but it's just overcooked, so it's not al dente. You can see that the pasta is too "plump" - it's okay if someone likes their pasta soft, though. 
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theprojecthp Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2014   Traditional Artist
You are really immature considering your age. Wanting people to die because they are not like you. I hate people like you.
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