May has had an interesting start so far, for me. From today till 12th May, I AM A FREE PERSON!!!
My first day at the new company will start on 13th May, so yep, I am gonna be lazy as hell and do anything I want!
Last Sunday morning (11am our time), my friends and I were out watching Manny Pacquiao fight Floyd Mayweather. Obviously the match was rigged, so I was #TeamMoney
all the way, even though I want
Pacman to win.
Hundreds of people were crowding in the bar called McGettigan's. We managed to find a sweet table for about 15 of us, and a few buckets of beers. Breakfast was beers. I guess it was to be expected; I didn't know that people would wake up so early to watch the fight but I had so much fun!
It went on to a full day alcohol binge. For those who have been to Singapore, the day went on something like this, and it's all in Clarke Quay. They should really make me the ambassador there. Even when I used to work at Hooters, I didn't even go out the whole day ever and jumped around so many bars.
And this is a fucking Sunday!
10am-1pm - McGettigans (2 Stella)
1pm - 2pm - Hooters (Lunch + 1 San Miguel)
2pm - 5pm - Bungy Bar (2 Pure Blondes pints, 2 vodka soda)
5pm - 7pm - Crazy Elephant (4 Belvedere Vodka Cran Soda)
7pm - 9pm - Senor Taco (Fajitas dinner + 1 jug of Margarita)
9pm - 12pm - Le Noir (2 Kilkenny pints)
12pm - 1am - Crazy Elephant (1 Tiger beer)
Funny thing was, I had a first date at 7pm, so my friends who weren't really sober, dared me to bring him over to Crazy Elephant. Maybe they didn't think I would do it, but I did it anyway. Poor guy came over and surprisingly did well in the "friends" test. It was one of the craziest first dates ever, and he looked and smelled so good.
I was just blushing a little, saying sorry for putting him on the spot with my biker friends. They were totally rowdy and asking him questions, and he managed to smile and went along with their antics... it's just awesome.
Our first date ended at Crazy Elephant for one last beer, after a nice night of acoustic music and beers at Le Noir. I just thought, damn it, he's such a hottie, but a shy one. Like, I don't think he knows how hot he looks, but that's just awesome. 6'1", crystal blue eyes and a nice smile. And a cute toosh. A total Hitler's dream boy, to put it in a crass way.
Had our second date yesterday - since it was my last half day at work. He had to take a mandatory day off from work, so we decided to go for a trip to the museum. I dropped the hint saying that I was thirsty, and he caught it!
"Shall we get a couple of cold drinks first? Bubble tea?"
"Yes, yes please.
Damnit, I looked so happy with my bubble tea.
And he drinks his green tea without sugar - just like me!!
I'm liking this, already. I guess you could say that I was infatuated, but he was just so tall, funny, and yeah, he smells so good. And his eyes are beautiful. And his smile is just so bright. What is it about their smiles that always get me? And not to mention, the laugh. I loooove it when I could make people laugh, and he's definitely got that whole package going, looks-wise.
Well, two dates and he held my hands when we walked around. No kisses yet. But yeah, he held my hands when we crossed the roads, and while we were having dinner as well. I thought that was sweet. I think every girl likes to feel like she's special when she's with someone. I think every girl feels happy when the man is proud to be seen with her. I am not the exception to the rule - I like it when someone holds my hands. I like to feel appreciated. I like to feel loved too.
I don't think all men are jerks, even if I have met many of them. I don't think all men just want to toy with women's feelings and treat them like dirt. Maybe I am being stupid, but I really don't see people that way. Everyone's got feelings, and if they know that it sucks to be hurt, then I hope won't do it to others. If they do it to me, then so be it. I can't control what people do to me, but at least I know that I'm the boss of myself and if I let it hurt me, it will hurt me. But it won't be this way. I just want to be happy.
Who knows what will come out of this, but I liked the morning message I received today. Got me smiling like nothing else. Obviously I am the one in the green shade.
I don't know what will come out of this, but fuck it, I am not going to self-sabotage myself by thinking negatively. I'll take it easy, but yeah, I can't deny that I think he's one sexy man, and he's just got the best cologne ever. And his eyes... are so blue, and yes, I think he's so fucking sexy. I just like being around him. And he hasn't taken advantage of me yet, or asking me rude questions or anything. Been respectful and funny so far. Awwww.
So yep, I guess it's good that something actually makes my heart flutter again. Even if he turns out to be just another guy I date, then so what? I feel happier being happy than I do just moping at home feeling sad. I just realized that even if I am crying right now, it's not like the ex was crying too. I bet he's just happy doing his shit now. So why should I let him have the power to determine how I feel? Screw that, I'm over it.
I hope May is going to be a good month for us all.