HappyI bet you’re really happy.I grew upAround people who tell meThat life is unfairAnd marriage is workAnd kids take their youth awayWhy would I want that kind of life?Am I supposed to be envious that you have that kind of life that I really want to run away from? Working day and night, only to make ends meet and then blaming it all on the kids?I see you looking at me with those watchful eyes. Yes, I love eating in restaurants and travelling around the world. Yes, I have sex. Yes, I am not dating anyone per se. You’re much more superior than I am, in your eyes. Because you’re married. Because you have kids. Because y
My hope for 2013I want to mean something big in someone's world. Not too big that it consumes their whole life, but not little that they don't know my real name. Somewhere in between swallowing me whole and having a love bite, would be nice.I remember seeing you, for the first time in my life while I was standing at the club where I was working as a door bitch. Your eyes caught mine and instantly, I knew there was something. Who knew that you would be the first one to teach me about love and how much I was willing to do for love? But of course, you'd break my heart – but not immediately. It took you over a year to finally push me off that cliff.And then
Redefining Reward and PunishmentConstant whining?One less Happy Meal!
A Love LetterDear Love,Sometimes you wonder why I am just staring into your face and not speak a word. And I wouldn't know to explain it. When I look at you, I am thinking of how much I love you. Words can't even explain. I look at you and I can feel the love. It's insane how the distance is testing our patience and feelings towards each other. I know I can feel the pressure, sometimes stemming from my need for affection, other times, from how I wish I could be where you are right now
and more reasons why I know that there is only one man in my mind and that is you.All I want is to be loved and feel loved. I can feel it in my heart that you will