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2008

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 16, 2008, 11:30 PM
  • Mood: Astonished
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2008 is the year that has brought a lot of changes along the way.
i am becoming a real whore.
i am so much more flirty and friendly.
i spend my money as and when i like it.
i am beginning to understand the concept of fuck buddies.

i just got an eyebrow piercing.
i am addicted to cigarettes.
i don't longer care about love. (i personally don't believe in it anymore than i believe in santa claus.)
i know more of myself.
i know my real friends. and it feels GOOD.
i am aware that some people just wanna be with me because they think they can change me, or be like me, or they find me weird.

i cry sometimes thinking about what i've done.
but things have been done.
and i am sick of suffering from a broken heart.

i am tired of thinking i should be in love.
fuck it.
fuck it.
fuck it.

it's all such a waste of energy, time and tears.
i'm done with being a 'good' girl.
i'm sick of men who think i'm gonna be just like any other girl.

i am tired of being in love. it takes too much work, and what do i get? i get myself hurt instead. fucking assholes.

*

i am both happy and sad at the same time. but i am in a rational state of mind.

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=Bostwickenator Feb 17, 2008, 12:04:08 AM
Wow thats quite a list. It is so long that I wish i had something constructive to say about but unfortunately I do not. Looks like you had some good changes and some bad ones. I hope you have a good rest of the year, its only just started :hug:

growing up is a bitch isn't it

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=Atrocity-of-life Feb 17, 2008, 12:34:45 AM
Soundslikeme.

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`nosugarjustanger Feb 17, 2008, 1:32:16 AM
well, i guess we have to have both good and bad to really grow up!
i'm 19 and turning 20 next year and i'm not getting any younger. :lol:

Growing up is a bitch and an adventure. :) :hug:

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`nosugarjustanger Feb 17, 2008, 1:33:34 AM
ishouldthinksobutyourviceismorelikealcoholnotnicotine.

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~apexigod Feb 17, 2008, 8:19:09 AM
I hate to hear some of that, love exists and love is a wonderful thing...you just have to choose carefully who you allow in.

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~EmpCharles Feb 17, 2008, 9:09:47 AM
Well, the way you are looking at the world now is exactly they way you are supossed to be looking at it... Hope you find what you need in the end :)

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~GreatGreenDragon Feb 17, 2008, 9:57:43 AM
you watchout where you go with that path!

and remember where you came from in your life and the path that you trod on your way here.
:) :weed:

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~Xyan Feb 17, 2008, 10:56:47 AM
Sometimes it's just better to be yourself for yourself, rather than be yourself for someone else, or even alter your being to please someone else. You don't need to be in love to signify your existance, so I agree, you shouldn't worry about it. It's a lot of work, and it only will ever in heartache and pain if you're the only one pouring your soul into a relationship and your partner could take it or leave it. Just enjoy how life is at the moment, or at least try to. These are supposed to be the best years of our lives, remember? :roll:

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`rayvinazn Feb 17, 2008, 7:46:44 PM
Careful, you're going to end up like me. Which could be a good or a bad thing, depending on your perspective.

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Lyric that reflects my mood March 2007
-------------------

The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power

x x

Coldplay - Fix You

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

x x

March's Heart Confessions

4th March - It's confirmed; I'm gonna be a barmaid!

:love:

Shoutbox

~missy-star:iconmissy-star:
<3 <3 <3 <3 JUST CAUSE.
Mon Oct 20, 2008, 6:54 AM
~missy-star:iconmissy-star:
wait. OH NOES. i wrote the emoticon wrong. WAAAI. :bucktooth: i have contradicted my statement. I'm a n00b.
Mon Oct 20, 2008, 6:53 AM
~missy-star:iconmissy-star:
you iz a newb laramuffin. :buckteeth:
Mon Oct 20, 2008, 6:52 AM
~jeregrettebcoup:iconjeregrettebcoup:
No one's been here for ages! :omfg:
Fri Jul 18, 2008, 2:35 PM
~jeregrettebcoup:iconjeregrettebcoup:
No one's been here for ages! :omfg:
Mon Apr 14, 2008, 9:48 AM
*scouros:iconscouros:
:hug:
Sun May 13, 2007, 3:31 AM
~veddie-edder:iconveddie-edder:
Lalalaaaaaa
Thu Apr 19, 2007, 10:44 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
so mean! :crying:
Thu Apr 19, 2007, 7:00 AM
`nosugarjustanger:iconnosugarjustanger:
Aye, kids always like to spam.. :no: ;p VITAAAAA. :paranoid:
Tue Apr 10, 2007, 9:32 AM
*imafallenangel:iconimafallenangel:
Viiiiiiitaaaaa! :aww:
Mon Apr 9, 2007, 10:12 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
I mean nosugar :paranoid:
Mon Apr 9, 2007, 9:58 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
='( STOP TAUNTING ME ON NOANGER'S SJOUTBOX DDDD:<
Mon Apr 9, 2007, 9:57 AM
*imafallenangel:iconimafallenangel:
:sing: Miss. Vita, Vita, Viiiiita! :sing:
Sat Apr 7, 2007, 8:00 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
DDDDD: grrrrrr, I get you =imafallenangel!! :shakefist:
Sat Apr 7, 2007, 7:22 AM
*maskofmirrors:iconmaskofmirrors:
forgot to mention that you had beer farts...
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 12:33 PM
~jeregrettebcoup:iconjeregrettebcoup:
Pack it in, you two! >:U
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 9:03 AM
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Miss. Vitaaaaa! :nana:
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 3:53 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
:unimpressed:
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 1:58 AM
=La-Dolly-Vita:iconLa-Dolly-Vita:
:dance::boogie:
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 1:58 AM
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:eyepopping:
Thu Mar 29, 2007, 1:58 AM

Shoutboard

Lyric that reflects my mood March 2007
-------------------

The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power

x x

Coldplay - Fix You

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

x x

March's Heart Confessions

4th March - It's confirmed; I'm gonna be a barmaid!

:love:

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