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Well. I haven't had the time to go online at all. I have been extremely busy with many (offline) areas of my life - it's crazy. I'm talking about 4 hrs of sleep, tops. Juggling with 2 jobs, shopping and going out. Life of a teenage girl, eh? I am going to turn 20 next year anyway, so I am really enjoying my crazy life now!

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Good news - I have found my true love. He gave me a promise ring. I don't think that means we're engaged, but we're pretty much solid. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?! i never thought i'd meet someone who loves me the way I am. But there you go! I put that ring on and if anyone asks me if I am engaged, I'd just say yes.

And his name is Michael. He's 22 years old. And I'm 19. Another whammy - I never thought I'd like a guy of that age! I've always liked older men.. but he's wonderful.

That being said, we look like a really good-looking couple. When I first met him, I did told him that "with your looks and body, you can get any girl you want." but he shook his head and told me, "i don't want those kind of girls who go for my looks. i need something deeper and meaningful."

That was so awesome to hear. I have full faith in him, and while I used to be very insecure and emotional, I feel like I have nothing to fear. What we had was so special, and we are both so lucky to have found each other.

And I never thought I'd be with someone who has tattoos anyway. I have always liked skinny, tall men with no tattoos or piercings. The good-boy kind. But Michael is rogue-ish. He has tattoos and ear piercings.., he's just 5'8", he's all buffed and fit..

I do believe that I deserve him, even though I found it hard to believe at first when he popped the question, "I am in love with you. Would you be mine?". I was in love with him before he asked.. but i didnt wanna be hurt or lose him (if he doesnt feel the same way..)

BUT OKAY, HURRAH. I am in love madly, deeply, truly with a wonderful man.

And that's one of the many good news I have to share! Who would've thought that love would happen to me? I've always wanted to be free from a serious relationship until I turn 25 at least. and now!

I couldn't ask for anything more or less than what it is.

How about you? Is everyone alright?!

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