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Journal Entry: Wed Jul 16, 2008, 8:29 AM

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well, i'm definitely in deep shit right now - when it comes to relationship. it is definitely confusing. mike's thinking of coming over in September and im like, oh my god excited yet i dunno how to deal with the anxiety and pain when he leaves.

you know what - i kinda feel so damn tired of having to deal with pain in relationships. why can't it be smooth-sailing and perfect?

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this is how fat my youngest cat is. she's just 2 years old and she weighs 15 pounds, no kidding.

but i love her.

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hopefully everyone is doing great. i have been on/off active here on dA - tons of things to handle in RL and it's not possible to be online so much!

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~angel-obsesser Jul 16, 2008, 8:31:54 AM

The good times in relationships feel much more rewarding after having survived the bad times

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@martypunker Jul 16, 2008, 8:32:23 AM

This kind of pain is different, though. I means you care, etc. As counter-intuitive as it sounds, it's a good kind of pain.

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`nosugarjustanger Jul 16, 2008, 8:38:20 AM

if it is going to survive (and i know it will, but it's going to be so effin' tough) it's going to be an LDR for perhaps 2-3 years cuz I'm 19 and he's 23 and we all know things can change. Though we allow ourselves to date other people, we realise that no one else could give us the same loving feeling...

And the worst part is, I am with someone else physically but when it comes to love, there is only one - mike. it really confuses me and it hurts because i was in a LDR before and it ended badly..

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`nosugarjustanger Jul 16, 2008, 8:39:54 AM

The good times are very amazing.. and I know it's good that I feel pain, but it's going to be the second LDR to go through if we're thinking of it seriously. And even though we love each other truly, we have no idea how any of us could make the move so that we could be in a proper relationship in the future.

It's still a puzzle.

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@martypunker Jul 16, 2008, 8:40:44 AM

Well, I hope it all works out for the best.

`nosugarjustanger Jul 16, 2008, 8:42:34 AM

thank you. i know you're in an LDR yourself too, so you'd understand how tough it is.

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@martypunker Jul 16, 2008, 8:43:24 AM

Very much so.

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=madfairy7 Jul 16, 2008, 8:44:05 AM

Aaww, everything will be fine

I love that cat, it is soooooo cute

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`nosugarjustanger Jul 16, 2008, 8:48:01 AM

Hahaha, thanks dear.
She is indeed very adorable, everyone loves squeezing her fleshy body.

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~angel-obsesser Jul 16, 2008, 8:49:20 AM

Well, I'm in a long distance relationship too. My bf and i go to different universities that are 200km apart. Have been for a year now and will for at least another 2 years. I understand that it's though, but in time, it gets a bit easier. It's just about learning how to dedicate your time. When you're together, then it's just the two of you and when you're not, then I usually jump into work or other activities not to give myself time to be sad.

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The Calling - Could It Be Any Harder

I lie down and blind myself with laughter
A quick fix of hope is what I'm needing
And now i wish that i could turn back the hours
But i know i just don't have the power

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Coldplay - Fix You

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

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